march will be the month of too many blogs.

yes, i am avoiding my homework.
and yes, i will probably bomb my speech tomorrow.
and yes, i am probably going to complain some more.

so let's get that out of the way. maybe i'll do it in one big run-on sentence. i have so much homework to do because i was sick last week and am now twice as behind as i was already and what's worst is i can't really bring myself to think about it because when i do i panic and i got roped into writing a stupid article for crunk roost which would be cool if it wasn't this week and i don't get a spring break and my friends don't believe in Jesus and there's not a DAMN THING I CAN DO ABOUT IT AND IT BREAKS MY HEART. and my fingernails are too long so they click when i type, and ew to that.

but in the end, i'm going to be done with college early. kandy might get me a job as a barista downtown. i got to open for one of the biggest tours to come through in the last two years. home is relative for me. i've been given talent. but it's not mine. and i was so wrong. i was SO wrong. so i'm being taught humility. (which effing sucks, by the way.) and i have really really really good christian friends. and really really good non-christian friends. and track started.

and no, i'm not going to camp this summer. and i may not go anywhere else. i may just work this summer. but, you know, i'm totally fine with that.

look, i'm so frustrated with my life right now. i can't even see the tunnel, forget the light at the end of it. but sheez.

i will bring praise
i will bring praise
no weapon formed against me shall remain
i will rejoice
i will declare
God is my victory and he is here

i will bring praise
I WILL BRING PRAISE.
NO weapon formed against me shall remain.
i will rejoice.
I WILL DECLARE:
God is my victory and HE IS HERE.